Where is the line drawn? What is the point that cannot be passed? The thing that will not be relinquished, the pleasure that is too desirous, the one last possession that will be kept no matter what? What is this for me? What remains to be stripped away? And why must it be stripped away? How can You ask this of me?
What is the thing that keeps us from greatness? Not the small earthly greatness of fame and fortune, but the eternal weight of glory that God prepares for us. Because what keeps us from this true greatness is so hard. Not our circumstances, not our commitment, not our knowledge of the holy, not even our relationship (to certain extent, stay with this) will determine how far God will use us.
We so often focus on the stories of where God tests and uses someone that end up with happy endings. Abraham, Joseph, Daniel, Job. All of them walked through the fire, in some sense lost everything. But they saw the end result, they gained a better thing than what they lost. They had a happy ending. And we love these stories. We teach them to our kids. Because a life abandoned to God will ultimately be blessed here on this earth, right? No matter how great the hurt we are to walk through, no matter how much God demands of us, as long as we are obedient, we will have everything work out in the end. There WILL be a ram in the bush, a second to Pharaoh position, a sealed lion's mouth, a restored health and family. God wouldn't ask for something that He didn't intend to give back, right? All things work together for good, right?
I read a story that I was not taught as a child, that I never heard as a teen, that wasn't mentioned in our 'deep' college Bible studies. It's in Ezekiel. Yes, I know it is an obscure, nearly impenetrable book at times, usually reserved for the end times nuts. But in overlooking it we miss some amazing things. I'm not saying it should replace John, but it should be looked at during some point in the life of a Christian.
Because Ezekiel found out exactly what following God would require. He found out exactly what God would let him keep. Look through the first 20 or so chapters. Ezekiel loses his homeland, his cleanness (?), his dignity, his hair, his pride, and by all accounts, nearly his sanity. But more was to be required. See, the whole focus of the book of Ezekiel is that the people would again know that Yahweh is God. They had forgotten, they had ignored, they had horribly sinned, and no longer acknowledged Him as who He is. But Ezekiel was appointed to be the change. And he found out what it is that God will not ask of us:
Chapter 22, vs.15 The word of the LORD came to me: 16 "Son of man, with one blow I am about to take away from you the delight of your eyes. Yet do not lament or weep or shed any tears. 17 Groan quietly; do not mourn for the dead. Keep your turban fastened and your sandals on your feet; do not cover the lower part of your face or eat the customary food of mourners ." 18 So I spoke to the people in the morning, and in the evening my wife died. The next morning I did as I had been commanded.
This is too hard; this is not fair. To have his wife, whom he loved so much, taken away from him in a day is not right. And then to be forbidden to grieve... How can God, who loves us, do this? How does this work to Ezekiel's good? We frantically read ahead, we look for the restoration, we look for the reward Ezekiel gets for this unbelievable suffering that he walks through...But it is not there. No tidy wrap up at the end like Job, no family reunion like Joseph. No, this one is hard. Because the why, the reason, the reward, is found twice in the next few verses.
24 Ezekiel will be a sign to you; you will do just as he has done. When this happens, you will know that I am the Sovereign LORD.' ... 27 At that time your mouth will be opened; you will speak with him and will no longer be silent. So you will be a sign to them, and they will know that I am the LORD."
Did you see it? This is the calling of Ezekiel. This is the road that he walked. To have as our highest and only goal to be a Sign for those who do not know, to those who need to remember. To be a sign for them is what God has called us to as well, and let us get this straight. There is nothing that He will not ask us to give up to accomplish this task; there is no sin so clinging, no position so secure, no love so dear, that it should not be asked from us if God so wills. And here we come to crux of the matter. Is this calling worth it? Because there is nothing that God will not ask from us to make us into the sign that He wants us to be. The 'all things for good' promise is eternal, not temporal. The Jobs and Josephs don't always happen.
But the calling is there. The weight of glory is there. The road to it may be hard beyond what we think we can endure. But here is the one chance to rise, to change the world, to truly be the person that stands in the gap on behalf of a nation. To see the incomprehensible magnificence that is the glorious presence of God. Ezekiel did all this. He was a living sign to them, to those that had forgotten. God will be known as who He is. Will we be faithful, fearful, reckless enough to be the sign?
Written by Josh Hipps, June 2006
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